Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in story_anon's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
1:09 pm	oh no! Hi, I'm Jessica. That was my story a couple of posts down, posted anonymously. I'm really glad this community is here, and the only reason I am posting anonymously is that I am worried if all the trolls who were past members masquerading as pro choice have been banned? I'm just a little paranoid, and I'm sure the fact that I just terminated my pregnancy has a lot to do with it. Anyway, I wonder if anyone here has terminated and then discovered that they were lactating? I was absolutely horrified when I found out that I am. I didn't tell anyone I work with about being pregnant and getting an abortion and I am a bit freaked out at the idea of accidentally leaking through my shirt while I am at work. There doesn't seem to be much I can do to prevent it from happening and I also wonder how long it will be before it stops happening. Obviously I don't need to be lactating but my body doesn't seem to be agreeing with me at this moment. I feel a bit betrayed by my body and I am sort of mad at it (my body, that is) that it's doing these things that prevent me from having a normal day or even believing that a normal day is possible. Has anyone else had these feelings and experiences? Thanks for sharing and reading..... (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
5:00 pm	Some Emotional Purging It's very strange for me to have a secret that I have no desire to tell anybody who knows me. Usually there is at least one close friend that I can share it with, my "sister" (best friend) or one of my brothers. Sometimes it’s a secret just between me and my mom. But with this, I have no wish to talk about it with any of the people that I've been closest to over my life. That isn't to say I don't wish to talk about it, but I truly don't want any of them to know, at least not yet. It’s an odd feeling, not wanting to talk to any of them. But I guess that’s why I'm here. ( Here's my story ) Current Mood: relieved (1 Comment |Comment on this)